We geird, son.

I kept my mouth shut when it came to this little crush...
yet you read my mind &spilled your bonecrusher guts ;-)
so I do what I can to be your geird motivation
making sure you study& pay attention in class as we fall into that pattern
of being vampires (on the lowlow, right? haha!)
this completely comfortable relationship we have allows us to be our dorky selves
creating our own lexicon (which is so freakin' hilari!)
&gets these normal people all j...
but it's coo,
cuz we GEIRD, SON.

(come out &play.)
lemme just grab my jet pack& I'll be on my way.
foreal, I wish you were here tho, on a serious note.

No matter how hard I try
These two blankets& five pillows on my twin-sized bed just can't satisfy my imagination of what it'd be like
Sleeping with you.

&when I miss you,
My heart doesn't hurt.
Instead, I get stomach aches
Cuz your absence
Got me starvin for your presence
(you& I both know how our appetites are rarely satisfied.)

So I
Strangle this mic
with my oddly sweaty palms due to unusual nervousness
as I
Verbally spill out my emotions& feelings for you
In hopes that I'm not waiting in vain.

I left your side like a butterfly.

Pain gives birth to change
So as I shed this chrysalis of my trials& tribulations
You can see me fly like the social butterfly that I choose to be
With my vibrantly vivacious personality
That overpowers the dark colors of aches &pains,
Or more like the lack of color thereof
Freedom never felt so good
Nor has it ever been so fragile